Your love was only skin deep and in the end it gave me cancer

Help me.

The darkness is back

I feel you sucking me in
I sobering up
Out of weed this ain’t living

This is survival
And pushing through
the pain once again

I’m letting my mind wander
There is evil everywhere
Trying to escape from his cage

My place is stagnant
Giving love to you
And getting battered in return

I must used this
Transfuse it
And use the evil for good

It’s hard with loose women
All around like before
I could explode, whore

Focus myself back
But it’s harder each day
If I let it free the pain for me

Will just rerun it’s cycle.